One of the things that I am doing that I find is helping is reviewing my story and taking stock of where I am now.
I still have the image of myself as 360+ pounds and struggling to breath in my head and I think that’s why I have a hard time looking in the mirror. I don’t look like me, I don’t sound or smell like me. I just don’t recognize myself.
I think that the more people I connect with the less disassociation I have and the more people let me know what their impressions of me are, the more I am able to see myself as others see me
which can only be based on what I am putting out there.
so that reflecting back is like a quality control check – I am appearing as I want to present myself and as I project what I…
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